thirty five.

my daughter is still my daughter.
today at noon i got to see my little girl again. and Naval confirmed, more than once in the session, that she was still a she. i saw those three pink lines. and boy is she a calm little girl. i remember Ryder movin and a groovin and wigglin around. and she just laid there without a care in the world. she's measuring right on track, my amniotic fluid looks perfect, everything went good. it really eased my mind about the mix up last time. so, looks like it's time to start setting things up. my tiny little dancer will be here in no time. :)


currently, in another tab, i am looking for shirts for Ryder to take pictures in for his first birthday. how can a year just go by so fast? he has changed so much, in so many different ways. i can't even remember him being so small, and snuggly. now he's just on the go! and has such a big personality. but i am really glad he has his family back together. his mommy and daddy, and Mo and Steven. just having the five of us together makes the world seem like such a better place. we are all going to the zoo the day before his birthday. our little desert family, and Mike's mom. which still hasn't really hit me, but i'm still pretty okay with it. now just to figure out all the details and make it happen. i can't believe my baby is turning one. :(

i'm so looking forward to, hopefully, the stress free weekend. i am sitting on my butt as much as i can. we have been on the constant go for like, two weeks! time to start my savings account for our move and house next year. which oddly, i'm pretty excited for. our air conditioner should get fixed, i hope. it's beginning to get really hot here! time to get our booties in gear and get things under way for the next crazy year of our life. bring it on.

-ks.